Going mad @_@

So stressed up today. Sis wanted me to go east malaysia (sabah) with the family (minus my bro), and since she got the ticket way before, I had no choice but to miss classes. Sis said that she can get a flight for me to come back on monday, so that i won't have to miss 4 lectures. Yup, 4! which totals up to around rm260. *ouch* this is what happens when you don't have a scholarship. anyway, since it's planned that way, i was thinking 'since i'm missing friday's maths tutorial, might as well finish it today, and then pass to someone on wed to pass it up for me on fri'. missed almost all of maths lecture today just to finish it, and when i got home, mum told me that sis said that to get an extra ticket on sun costs 200+, so it's either i go or don't go. -.-'" and so, i'll b staying home this weekend (hopefully able to finish both the dynamics project and physics lab x|), and play Cabal! (it's an online game by the way)

First class of the day, Dynamics. Terrible subject x| i'm partially lost during the lectures.


2nd lecture, Physics. Dr Lan (the lecturer {he's one of the good lecturers by the way}), finally had his patience burnt out, coz every time he's about to start the lesson, the whole audi would still be noisy (except us 'obedient' ones in front xD) he got so mad that he said he's 'not in the class today' and dismissed the class 20 minutes earlier.


Next, maths class. learning something about exact differential, or something like that. (as i said, i wasn't paying attention xD)


Last, chemistry, the subject that I'm regretting that I took x| i'm always totally blank during lectures: go in, sit down, take out notes, listen (in one ear, out the other), end of the hour, leave. it's always like that. maybe i'm taking the wrong path?